I want to find the inner peace to

Find my souls calm release

Day by day I search to find

Answer to the reason why

But now I am beginning to see that im

stuck in the past still moving on

Unable to turn down the volume of my sad song

I hear my angels but see the demons

And let them lead me away from salvation

dragging temptation

for the cure

That does not cure but makes me more insecure

more dependant upon

That which is unnecessary

And has no bearing

other than to bring me lower after the moments past

depending for a quick fix not to ment to last

emotional heroine

my ups then my downs

Shooting up my soul with a right now

fixation

I am strong enough to live to overcome

But let the past freeze me

 I  feel so numb

Numb

To the antidote that best suits the need

To slit my wrist and watch my emotions bleed

And feel the sensation of my inner peace my calm release

 Of Letting go