I am and I strive and I bleed till I die then I am reborn again
Resurrected in sin captivated by memories that im no longer sure are of me
each
time a different life loosing a bit of my souls presence and depleting
my heart s very essence of love of life of truth now I sit by the
mirror but only the room looks back my surrounding so clear but who am
I where am I how is it that my reflection has disappeared that many
lives of mine come they come to go that I dont even exist anymore so to
speak
The
innocents no longer cling to me and it seems to me that I also loose
the wisdom of the child who absorbs like a sponge knowledgeable
Now
I think like an adult I breathe mental assault from the world my peers
the media that profits from my fears not to be alone to urge to be
heroine sheik so to speak to have the nice car and big house simplicity
is a fear yet I fear it whats comfort me
but what about the next time I cry myself to
death and evaluate till the is no questions or better yet no answers
just confusion based on the last mistakes delusion u following me can
you read between these lines to decode the words syllables and sounds
paper and pen confusion in my head I am now beginning to think of life
as a gun my issues the trigger then wouldnt that
make my answer the bullet deadly as they come deadly when they go with
a massive force piercing lifes dark unknown allowing the mystery to
bleed consinstanly till an implosion occurs can
u handle the answers to the question i seek do u know the answers if so
please help me because I am dancing in cirles letting my finger roam
the key board like the land of the natives blanky and un discovered
learing something new with each pharse each key that I grace makin
words to meaning meaning to confussion but thats an oxy moron now isnt
it brought more confusion to the situation didnt it again in circles
can you answer what was never said never pondered upon just
brought upon myself from opening the box not of Pandora but of amor and
I need to know the answer is in u and I need to know that u see what im
going through