I'm here trin to figure out a way to get away to leave this pain behind

in the dark

i sit

cant get enough  

but with it i feel sick

like my herorine when ur deep within, my immortal sin

just to touch you smell you kiss you 

relasping when i miss you 

how can this be that all you wanna do is hurt me

tru to you true to the love the life i have to live i want to relinquish the thought of you and i but it makes my world unsatisfied

out of order to let it burn is what i should have done

just to bury the passion so that when my tears fall like rain it would blossom again

that is how you doit right? break me down and try to bring me up just so you can later crush touch and be up and be on ur way?

my heart is severed and you carry it with you forever but what i gotta know is why would you accept the gift of me when you knew we would never be?!