i remeber when i held you in my arm and took comfort in you needing me

and i remeber the ways i made you smile and took joy in me for a lilwhile

but now the times have changed

you moved on and im still in thesame dam place

stuck on the past my memories that can do nothing morethan last

you were my one the light my cloud

who noticed me in thecroud

who wiped away my tears

but thats only right cause you were thereason i wept

and hugged my pillow when i slept next to the shadow

theimpression of your soul who u with today

shyt who knows

could be herher or her

should be me and me alone

but never that

it was too much foryou to ask to respect me love me place none above me

see i never wanted ur money never wanted you rank

all i cared about was that u came homeok

and that the past is done you want to go back

i want to move on butits not easy for me to forget

and still i cant regret

becausae with youi felt the most complete

now i just drive around listening to the songyeah you know the melody the one dedicated to me

i know i should  take it backto that level and its just to hard for me to put my faith in u

dissapointing me time and time

and now im without you  happy

but i ammissing my soul

empty in my heart calling your name reaching out foryour hand

and then the sense kicks in

you were never a man - never -

andthe beating the cheating the lies kick in

i cant get past you

cant betogether but still ill love you forever